Reason was lost

Peace:

a state of harmony characterized by the lack of violent conflict and the freedom from fear of violence.

I hope Peace is a place.

I hope I get to go there.

At peace with people.

Loving myself.

I can't stand a day throwing tantrums

hating everyone

hating myself

hurting others

causing pain

being sad

regretting

crying

and cry some more

At least, I should learn how to be at peace with myself

control myself more

stop causing involuntary hurt

be truthful with my feelings

Only then will I know, love.

I want to understand love

and love wholeheartedly

make others happy and laugh

for a change.

I hope one day I will pluck up my courage and say I like you, from the very first day.